a year late

Well its been over a year since i have blogged last.  and that's quite a feet in it self.  I use to find myself writing all the time in these things.  Noting my thoughts, suggesting behaviors, over using the comma.  But just like in life and especially my life things change, after typing that it actually makes me think.  Do things change or do I just find less time.  The only real thing that has changed has been less time to do the things I use to do.  But loads of time to do the things I need to do now.  Work, cook, play with my kids, work out and drive to and from different places.

I still find time to think in my head that has not changed.  About customers usually past memories. Sometimes how I really would like to handle situations or books among books that I want to write.  No different than grand central station where all these things are just moving back and forth never really stopping for more than  a few moments.  Sometimes I want to stop and catch one of these thoughts and put them into motion, guide them to wear I really want to go.  Just like a subway car the door shuts and goes on without me.

What really brought this blog today on is the impending 10 year anniversary of my mom's passing. and really its drew me to here.  In the thought of writing in here will spur my ambition and write letters to the people who helped me out during that time.