so it's been a while since i've posted but not for a lack of trying. I use to be better at this buy life believe it or not stands in the way. I look at this blog and it's almost like it has stood still in these past few months where actually my life has been vastly different.

Another kid, a new place, promotion on the horizon. Things lining up hopefully not to get knocked down. It seems like everything should be on the right track. not that there is ever really a track, there is no carved out path for all of us to take. just a series of arrows followed by a series of trails followed by a series of diversions.

but we all walk along and get to where we are going. never the less it might not be the final thought it would be but it's all part of the grainy black and white picture. it's what you make out of it because when ever someone else looks at it, they will see something different.

So here I am, a family man struggling to find a way for him and his family to excel. so I will continue on with what is working now keeping in mind that it might not work in the future. but i just keep my head up facing the wind. Aware that sometimes everything will fill normal and happy and those times will always outweigh the times of disillusion.