craze

Craze is considerably like mange. bubbling on your skin and discoloring your very being. It happens to me every few months. after the sleepless nights and tireless days starting wearing my down. Everything just kinda settles on your soul never really falling off. It's like a lamp that collects dust, you can still turn it on and everything seems fine but the dust never leaves.

Adriane is 6 months pregnant now and addy is 2 and half. Everyone's stress level is peaked. Everyone's emotion is stretched. Try staying up 24 hours straight it's amazing how life doesn't feel as important. Your body has to be ready for whatever it is that your are going to experience today. Stress and moodiness restricts that.

I try not to get like that. I go to work tired early in the morning and work hard. I want to get promoted. I want to take the next step in life. I come home usually happy. Radio on ready for dinner that my wife always has ready. but life gets in the way and eventually something gives.

It comes with the territory. So i roll with the punches. It gets tough sometimes you can't always blow the candles out on the cake at some point you have to bake the cake.

so thats what were doing we're baking the cake.



I've gotten completely out of my normal routine lately. Gave up working out, and abandoning my no coke phase and not listening to music or writing. so what am i going to do!
i need to get back on that horse. I was just talking to someone that i really wish i could have been in the arts sector of work. alas I'm at Walgreen not quite the most creative industries. Do you really have to make sacrifices in life. Are dreams meant to be dreams? or is it because i'm not proactive with my own self worth. I have to be the one determining my own destiny. Try doing that juggling a family, finances, moody bosses and crazy drivers.