Another entry.

Two days in a row something must be up, and not just me at 3am.

In my quest to capture the holy grail of all ideas (the idea that there is a meaning to life other than thinking you lived a good one) I'd have to say that connections are key. When I stop and think about connections in just my day to day life how many people I pass through (whether good or bad) it's astounding. And now there is this connection that rings vaguely familiar. Like the smell of memories past and the feelings long forgotten that goes with it. There is a purpose to where life takes and where it drags you along. Anyone can forge a direction somewhere but life will inherently take where it sees fit. Put you in situations it sees fit. Give you everything to question and little answer to work with. That leaves connections. A meeting of minds and the soul. It's funny that I normally struggle with even mentioning my mom but yet it's as easy as a leaf's fall. Openness is a path less walked and for a reason. It's only meant to be walked at certain times with certain situations. Really everything is confusing that causality is the only finish. I relish in the muster of the unknown. Forward movement to land ho.

I guess connections or just connection are a cause for ambiguity. This time I will feel with my hand instead of seeing with my eyes. Unfolding becomes the need for a life. and who's better than mine.