Stance...

what to say about the recent going ons. about mixed emotions. confused reactions. and everything in between.

muddled middle dirty days. what is the end that i am on.

replaceable. how easy we are. how much convienance plays a role in our life. how easily we change just for the act of convienance. how much we don't like difference. when did same become so admirable. i know who i am. and i may be in no way perfect but i like who i am.

i'm not sure whats going on. i guess growing up. becomes an ease to erase that which we don't find important. like pictures of a digital camera.

i'm giving things a shot. kickin around my heart. realizing that in the end it'll be me. only I. we are never destined to get the things we desire. only that which we need. but whos to say what I need. i dont think god has an idea.