anothe rday

Man I've been in such a weird mood lately. I'm drowning in bills, and have another kid on the way. I'm working way too much for little to show. I come home tired and bitter. I know this is not a new story, or even a particularly original one. But I've just been so out of it. I'm confused on where to go. or what to do. but that's the trick of life. Throwing curve balls and seeing how you react. I just hope I'm making the right decisions. I do miss my friends, i remember when i had them but it's not their fault its mine i just get so wrapped up in life i forget that other things exist beyond my four walls.

I am thankful for music. and pictures. and smiling. memories. All these things can be accomplished daily, with the right persistence and attitude. No matter how much im in the doldrums those things can pick me up any day so for that i'm thankful.