Suddenly

Suddenly you find yourself in a place where nothing is as it seems and you find yourself in a spot where you didn't think you would be after you graduated high school.

It almost amazes me, if i were to pick apart my brain than and piece together what the though of my life would at the age of 23 it would not look like this...

I'd be graduated from Texas State, frat brother and Political Science major polishing my philosophy finding that great girl who loves rich indie rock and goes to indie music theaters with me traveling between NYC and enjoying Life.

Instead i find myself at my computer head over heals in debt trying to pull myself out in the same job i had in high school, living with the same friend I've known since pre k watching vh1 to catch the newest episode of Charm school or the fabulous life off..

off not me for sure.


What is to say this life I am living right now is bad or worse off, but I have always been fret with wanting things that are out of reach and always wondering what if.