5 minutes...
How about a 5 minute blog whilst on my way out to head to school.
We'll say this, rather I'll say this because it's me with the opinions,
It's rather odd and a bit befuddling how life is always turning, there is this constant motion that goes beyond any of us. Inviting new situations, bringing a long new people. Past judgements thrown away and new ideas bubbling up.
Maybe I should make this blog funny, i have the context to do it in not sure if i can put in the effort at any rate my xanga has some funny stories on it
anyway...
the times have change and so have my friends. never neglecting the old but always looking forward to the new, i always worried about the eventuality of hanging out with the same people for 4 years now...it worried me, i love those guys but can't i suceed in more than status quo
recently yeah, me and davey are back to best buds (roomates soon) scott is fully integrated into someone to call and hang out with. My baylor gals have shown me the kind of love that guys only wish for. Emz is a sight for sore eyes and i will always have sore eyes for her. than theres abby, wife to be only to be rarely seen but immensly in love. i still talk to lindsay (though I have moved beyond loving her and put it all in girls in general) I'm a non poet poet at heart. The lack of free verse but the casualness of heart. Most oddly and most genial sara menix whom i am finding out to have so many layers of smart, funny, silly, reaching far beyond her obvious unbelievably gorgeousness. The other lindsey has far suceeded to be my favorite lindsey in the world.
The old is still there rob, ash, tiff, danny (though few and far inbetween)
i just like the way things are going, maybe because i have no idea where they are going
the road less travelled is scarce and being plowed over for a cookie cutter life highway. do this, act like that, be here dont do that and you get this.
thats scary, i dont want to be a product of generalized math problem. I wanna do and act be and feel like only I can. I wanna make mistakes, feel the pain, smile and laugh be proud and try it again all in one breath.
I've never said my life sucks, just sometimes it gets really hard, but look at the other alternative,death. no thank you not just yet.
to summize because i'v exceeded my time,
I'm not in love with girls in general, but i love beautiful girls. and to hold one just for a few hours is the best feeling any man can get, for there a few things that are so beautiful and can be held. And anyone can sleep easier, and wake up more energized having held beauty if but only a few hours.
aka you gotta swing the bat to hit a home run.
We'll say this, rather I'll say this because it's me with the opinions,
It's rather odd and a bit befuddling how life is always turning, there is this constant motion that goes beyond any of us. Inviting new situations, bringing a long new people. Past judgements thrown away and new ideas bubbling up.
Maybe I should make this blog funny, i have the context to do it in not sure if i can put in the effort at any rate my xanga has some funny stories on it
anyway...
the times have change and so have my friends. never neglecting the old but always looking forward to the new, i always worried about the eventuality of hanging out with the same people for 4 years now...it worried me, i love those guys but can't i suceed in more than status quo
recently yeah, me and davey are back to best buds (roomates soon) scott is fully integrated into someone to call and hang out with. My baylor gals have shown me the kind of love that guys only wish for. Emz is a sight for sore eyes and i will always have sore eyes for her. than theres abby, wife to be only to be rarely seen but immensly in love. i still talk to lindsay (though I have moved beyond loving her and put it all in girls in general) I'm a non poet poet at heart. The lack of free verse but the casualness of heart. Most oddly and most genial sara menix whom i am finding out to have so many layers of smart, funny, silly, reaching far beyond her obvious unbelievably gorgeousness. The other lindsey has far suceeded to be my favorite lindsey in the world.
The old is still there rob, ash, tiff, danny (though few and far inbetween)
i just like the way things are going, maybe because i have no idea where they are going
the road less travelled is scarce and being plowed over for a cookie cutter life highway. do this, act like that, be here dont do that and you get this.
thats scary, i dont want to be a product of generalized math problem. I wanna do and act be and feel like only I can. I wanna make mistakes, feel the pain, smile and laugh be proud and try it again all in one breath.
I've never said my life sucks, just sometimes it gets really hard, but look at the other alternative,death. no thank you not just yet.
to summize because i'v exceeded my time,
I'm not in love with girls in general, but i love beautiful girls. and to hold one just for a few hours is the best feeling any man can get, for there a few things that are so beautiful and can be held. And anyone can sleep easier, and wake up more energized having held beauty if but only a few hours.
aka you gotta swing the bat to hit a home run.

2 Comments:
im happy to have inspired this
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i'm so glad to have inspired this
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