Wonderment

You ever get so down on yourself that you can't think straight. My biggest fear is being a failure, yet i wonder how i'm not going to be. I have so many issues that never gets taken care of.

i just miss having someone to talk to. there's so much going on in my soul. stuff i need to talk about but can't, who to. who'll listen with intent. this is not stuff for for the meak but for someone who means something. I'm a loner, I accept that. Except I'm a loner looking for a place to feel wanted. I had my mom and I had lindsay. Now I have this journal. it's not the same.